The end

This blog post might seem a little bizarre, and if you are a scaredy-cat, I advise you not to read it! I don't mind... Nevertheless, I will continue with the blog writing! Well...In an unsuccessful attempt to fall asleep, I started thinking about something that is completely counterproductive to my last blog. (Which I wrote just a couple hours ago!) For reference, my last blog is about insomnia! There is no way I am going to sleep now!

I started thinking about how high today's crime rates are... and one thing led to another! I must add that when it comes to sleeping, it is very hard for me to initiate the whole..ehhh process? And with what I'm about to tell you, there is absolutely no way I will be able to go to sleep...in a while! Did I mention that I have to wake up at seven in the morning? It's 2:37 a.m.

Well, continuing: wouldn't it be awful to all of a sudden be taken away from the one thing you want to accomplish in life? What is your purpose in life? What are you supposed to be doing? Are you already in your rightful path? What if that all came to an end?

In this world we live in today, where people kill for no apparent reason, how would you feel if you were suddenly killed tomorrow? Or, to make things less horrifying, what if today was in deed the end of the world? I'm not sure which is worse but, have you accomplished your one purpose in life? Do you even know what that purpose is?

I haven't accomplished mine yet! If I was killed tomorrow or if the world suddenly ended, I would be devastated. There is so much I still want to do! Humans spend so much time studying... in high school, then college, then after that working, and then we die! Was life meant to be this complicated? I wish it was more simple! Life is short and I want to enjoy every minute of it.

I am super happy right now, and I believe that I am approaching my rightful path, but there is so much I sill want to do. I want to get married someday, have kids, be able to raise them. It all sounds surreal now but nevertheless it's what I hope for. I want to have a successful career and make a difference in this world! Doesn't everyone? If something, or someone was to take that away from me... it would be very sad!

When someone is killed, I usually only think about how horrible it must be for the person's family? But what about that person? Did they get to do everything they wanted? I'm guessing most times the answer is no. And that is just not fair! I would love to think that we live in a world were crime didn't exist, nor did money! Can we eat money? No!

I guess each one of us, as imperfect humans, we have fears and we have dreams. We can only hope that our fears don't turn into realities and that someday, maybe soon, all those dream will finally come true! You know what?! I really hope that tea I drank a couple hours ago didn't do this to me! I will try to find my sleep again but I am definitely weird-ed out right now. Good night!